by :Mariah Atencio

The day I made that first cut.
people judge me without knowing my story.
I have been bullied my whole life.
I just lost my dad not even 2 months ago.
The person i needed the most i lost.
With the rest of the bull shit in my life.
It’s hard to keep going and smiling.

Before you start judging me put your feet in my shoes.
Try seeing if you can go through what i have been through.
I regret the day I made my first cut
I am depressed
I wish I went deeper
I wish I was stronger
I am judged
I am suicidal
I am not strong anymore
the words you told me stuck with me
I don’t want to end my life
I want to end my pain
hold on pain ends
H.O.P.E

*Suicide is preventable. If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, get help today! Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255